| friends only :) |
[Jun. 14th, 2010|05:29 am] |
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| Beautiful dream |
[Aug. 31st, 2009|02:39 pm] |
Soon enough I have to think about packing for university since I'm pretty slow at organising things. Goddd, I'm soo~ excited.
I had a really, really amazing dream that I'm sad I woke up from. It is pretty long.
( beautiful dream ) |
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| An old friend. |
[Aug. 25th, 2009|04:42 pm] |
On Facebook I found and messaged someone I was really close to about 5-6 years ago and she replied:
OH MY GOODNESS!! =D Of course I'll add youuuu, I only have one class today sooo when I get back to my dorm I'll add you to MSN =). Wow, what a lovely suprise! I also remember you very well ;P can't forget someone as awesome as youuu =). talk to you soon hopefully!
Aw. We were really close friends for a long time but I eventually abandoned her, along with everyone else. Man, I have left so many people behind over the years. She gave me gifts which I still have today. In fact the huge box which held all the gifts is used as my memory box. Aww, I can't wait to catch up with her. |
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| Writer's Block: Interspecies Communication |
[Aug. 24th, 2009|01:12 pm] |
My answer to a question like this? I'm not so pathetic.
To those who answer yes? Don't be so pathetic.
// Our perverted neighbour is over our house. I answered the door to him and he eyed me up o_O. Whenever I'm outside and I see him he stares at me and tries to smile in this sleazy way. Creeeeep. |
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| Hirono-kun |
[Aug. 23rd, 2009|08:55 am] |
I... always... have a feeling of loss, as if I'm lacking something. I always feel like a certain color is missing from the world I see.. But I have no idea what color is missing, and the more I want to search for the answer, the further away I get. Impatience is gnawing at my heart bit by bit.
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| Les b frenz? |
[Aug. 23rd, 2009|08:02 am] |
I'm watching this really sweet anime and these two strangers met and were like:
Girl: "I have a favour to ask you. May I?"
Boy: "What is it?"
"Can you... be friends with me?"
"Friends?"
"You don't want to? :("
"N-nah, of course I do!"
Aaawwwwww. It makes me wish it was socially acceptable to approach random people and say "Do you want to be friends?" like when you were a kid. Aawww, I would totally do that if it wasn't so childish/lame because I always see people who look like they'd be my kind of friend. Sure I can strike up conversation and build friendship, but I WANT TO ASK THEM! Aww. |
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| britney spears top |
[Aug. 19th, 2009|07:10 am] |
I want this top sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo badly. anyone love me enough to buy me it? anyone, anyone at all?
I really want a NICE Britney top, preferably pink. "Britney" on it, or a cool lyric. I saw a black vest top that says "It's Britney Bitch!" which I liked but wouldn't buy. I HATE black these days.
I ordered a few posters from E-bay today, for my room at uni. It was the first time I bought from E-bay. I am excited for their arrival. I want to find cool Britney and Jack Johnson laminated posters but I can't. :'( |
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| i love dancinggg. |
[Aug. 15th, 2009|05:30 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | dance, exercise | ] |
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| | Joshua Rich - Sunrise | ] |
My new dance playlist. Yeaahhh.
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| Malaysia |
[Aug. 8th, 2009|07:41 pm] |
Since my mum didn't really consider our holiday to Egypt in April a real holiday, my dad has decided to take us to Malaysia. Just me and my parents this time. I haven't asked when he's planning on taking us, I don't really care to either. But woop, going to Malaysia. I have no interest in going there, I mean, I know nothing of the place... I guess I'ma look into it. |
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| A list of my favourite songs. |
[Aug. 4th, 2009|03:47 am] |
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| | pachelbel's canon | ] |
My favourite songs. The first three have been my top three favourites for a looong time, the rest aren't in order.
Joseph Arthur - Honey and the Moon
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
Dire Straits - Romeo and Juliet
Yiruma - River Flows in You
Jack Johnson - All At Once
Dashboard Confessional - Currents
Rajaton - Butterfly
Antonio Vivaldi - Spring
Bob Marley - Is This Love
Tracy Chapman - Fast Car
Kimya Dawson - I Like Giants
Yann Tiersen - Le Parapluie
Yann Tiersen - Comptine D'un Autre Été
Gregory and The Hawk - Boats and Birds
Ally Kerr - The Sore Feet Song
Bright Eyes - First Day Of My Life
Mason Jennings - Be Here Now
Incubus - Wish You Were Here
Azure Ray - Displaced
Elliott Smith - Twilight
Matt Costa - Sunshine
Britney Spears - Amnesia
Jackson 5 - I Want You Back
Fleetwood Mac - Dreams
Fleetwood Mac - Go Your Own Way
Owl City - On The Wing
Sigur Rós - Hoppipolla
Shinji Orito - Promise
Joshua Rich - Sunrise
Lamb - Gorecki
Ne-Yo - So Sick
Tim Myers - A Beatufiul World
Katy Perry - Thinking of You
Eminem - Sing For The Moment |
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| Sunglasses<3 |
[Jul. 31st, 2009|07:35 pm] |
I love shopping. My mum bought me a pair of designer sunglasses today because she stepped on my last pair and broke them. I still miss that pair but I must end my grieving at some point ;_; |
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| 'The Umbrella' |
[Jul. 26th, 2009|11:03 pm] |
So I realised that I like sharing this French song.
Read the translated lyrics. I find them so touching.
I suppose I consider this one of my favourite songs.
It was raining hard on the main road
She was walking along without an umbrella
I had one, no doubt stolen
That very morning from a friend
Running then to her rescue
I offer her a bit of shelter.
Drying the water from her little face
In a very sweet way, she tells me "Yes"
A little corner of an umbrella
For a bit of heaven
She had something of angel about her
A little corner of an umbrella
For a bit of heaven
I wasn’t losing out on the deal, of course.
As we went along, how tender it was
To hear together the pretty song
Which the water from the sky played
On the roof of my umbrella
I would have liked, as at the great Flood
To see the rain fall without ceasing
To keep her, under my refuge
Forty days, forty nights
But stupidly, even in a storm
Roads go towards destinations
Soon hers formed a barrier
To the horizon of my folly
It was necessary for her to leave me
After giving me a warm thank you
And I saw her, quite tiny
Set off gaily towards where I was forgotten
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJKa_S7mtyY |
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| I'm 19! |
[Jul. 20th, 2009|12:30 am] |
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Happy birthday to me (:
Aah, I'm so happy, haha.
I'm in such a great place. |
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| College is over! |
[Jun. 22nd, 2009|01:23 pm] |
Final exam is over. It went really went. I'm expecting an A. Aah, rest.
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| My favourite Britney songs :D |
[May. 26th, 2009|06:25 am] |
1) Sometimes
2) Amnesia
3) Born To Make You Happy
4) Lucky
5) Overprotected
6) Out From Under
7) Toxic
8) Stronger
9) Break The Ice
10) Autumn Goodbye
Me and my love are Skyping and I just come up with my top 10 Britney songs, haha.
Love you *.* |
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| Back home. |
[Apr. 23rd, 2009|11:54 pm] |
I'm back from Egypt =).
Oddly I feel wonderful, refreshed. I was expecting a numb, empty feeling, but no. It's good to be back =).
Egypt was a wonderful experience for me. I loved every second of it, minus the headache from N&N (bro and his wife) and the major pollution and stench in Cairo (though it was much cleaner in other cities). The weather was soo nice. I have sooo many pictures and stories -- we did so much in the 16 days. It feels a bit weird to be back home and online. Our apartment there is so huge that now we're laughing being back here because it's so small in comparison. I'm still expecting to walk 1 minute to get to the end of the hallway.
My pics are on my mum's laptop which is still with my parents in Egypt (they're there until May 7) so I have nothing to share yet. But we took tons. They're all really lovely =).
I'll miss the trees and the people most of all. It was so lame coming back to a million oak trees in London. Egypt has the most beautiful, exotic trees. It's so beautiful. The people are wonderful on a whole, but the young guys are very horny haha (wow, lots of stories there). Cairo is so overcrowded but I looove that. I love seeing people everywhere, everyone so different and everyone working. The people are so friendly and welcoming, much unlike the Brits. Aaw, I'll miss them all. I am so humbled. I've met a ton of people, fell in love, went everywhere, learned, helped the poor.
Life in Egypt goes on. All the people I met will carry on in their own world and I'll continue in my world here. We're so far apart now but we were connected for a while and that connection was lovely. I don't know what feeling it gives me, no idea, but it's something I think about a lot. It seems negative but I don't think it is. I'm never going back there, I'll never experience all that I did again. That's okay. But it makes me think. Life there will continue, and it's not that I'll miss it... it's just. I want more than this. This world I have. I want to experience more than this one world. And I will, bit by bit. It's not that the grass is greener on the other side (because it's not). It's different. And I love different. I want change. It feels almost sad that I'm separated from all these other worlds and societies. I want to meet everyone and go everywhere! |
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| Wasting Time |
[Feb. 21st, 2009|02:59 pm] |
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Listen to Jack Johnson - Wasting Time
Siiigh, I looove this style of music, it is my absolute favourite. The guitar is so beautiful.
The lyrics are great.
And I'm just a waste of her, energy.
She's just wasting my time, Mm hm
So why don't we get together
And we could waste, everything, tonight
And we could waste, we could waste it all, tonight
Yeah, we could waste it, we could waste, we could waste it all.
And I don't pretend to know what you know, No no
Now please don't pretend to know what's on my mind
But if we already knew everything that everybody knows
We would have, nothing to learn, tonight
And we would have, nothing to show, tonight
Oh
But everybody thinks that everybody knows
About everybody else, nobody knows
Anything, about themselves
Because they're all worried about everybody else
Yeah yeah mmm hmm ahh
This love's just a waste of our, energy,
and this life's just a waste of our time,
So why don't we get together
And we could waste, everything, tonight
And we could waste
We could waste it all...
Yeah
But everybody thinks that
Everybody knows about
Everybody else
But nonon nobody knows, anything, about themselves
Because they're all worried about everybody else yeah
you should know by now
It's awesome live too |
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| One of the most beautiful moments in my life. |
[Feb. 8th, 2009|04:49 am] |
One day around two years ago my dad and I had a heart to heart (that is rare), about my mother. This was when I was very frustrated at her lack of parenting and I really wanted her to be my mum and friend, but she couldn't. She and I had an argument and my dad found out about it and asked me to sit with him in the kitchen for a talk. So I did, and he told me about her past and how she is. He told me how when she and my dad married 30 years ago she promised him that their children would be so loved and would never have the life that she had. She vowed never to turn out like her mother. She hasn't; she is caring and deeply kind-hearted. He then began telling me how caring and loving my mum is, how "she has the biggest heart of anyone I know. Everyone says it, you know how everyone loves her..." and as he was sharing his feelings for her he began to sob, and I felt the love in his voice. It was pure love and adoration for my mum, and it was the first and only time I have ever seen him cry.
I don't know why I thought about that just now but that moment was one of my most beautiful moments. My parents are quite opposite but there are a few similarities that make them the perfect match. They are both so peaceful and loving and kind and beautiful. They never argue because they can't argue with each other. Aaw, it's so beautiful... I never realised it until this entry, but my parents are still deeply in love. I wonder if after 30 years I will still be deeply in love with my husband and if we are as strong as my parents are. I really hope so. |
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| This made me laugh... and smile. |
[Feb. 6th, 2009|04:17 am] |
Do you remember when we went to Gratefields park ... is that what it's called? Near my nan's, down Movers Lane. We sat on the bench talking for hours. I was thinking about it the other day because i have pictures of us from that day, that i came across.
We used to have lovely chats together, Mia. That's what i've always loved about our friendship, i dont feel it has any boundaries. We could and can talk about anything.
I remember us having a conversation about masturbation, lmao. But that's what i love...not masturbation haha xD but being able to open up about anything and everything and not feeling embarrassed or worried that you will judge me.
That's so great =].
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| I like this quote. |
[Jan. 31st, 2009|12:26 pm] |
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Anyone who unearths treasure and then has to give it to somebody else tends to be half-hearted with future excavations. |
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